It's time to focus on me

Peter and I broke up this weekend and it was a long time coming. I am single for the first time in 5 yrs and I don't know what to do. I know that I need to move on with my life. I guess I am going back to MN just like I always wanted to do. Right now I feel completely empty and worthless. I am 31 yrs old, I dont have a home or a car.I don't know what to do anymore. I should be leaning on God and I am trying my best but what if I am scared of what his plan is? I am going to hang out with a great spiritual friend Kara today so I can just cry it out..Im sure Im such a winner right now lol!