100lbs lighter!

I FINALLY hit my 100 lbs down mark this past week. I am so happy b/c I have been stuck at 95lbs down for a month or so. I think doing the workout classes help out alot. I feel bad b/c that's pretty much all I do at the gym now.. I really want to start running but my issue is gravity lol. Gravity has pulled my tummy fat down and jumping hurts. You'd think my boobs would hurt right? So I got a compressive bra and no more pain there but I have to hold my stomach when doing jumps in my classes. I think I may have to invest in some spanks b/c I can't avoid the moves b/c I jiggle too much. I have a killer headache today, damn this weather! I really need to attend a support group but I haven't been able to make time for it.. blah.. I am trying to come out with a low carb grocery list but it's so hard when we have food at work for the next 2 wks! Well I need to take some meds for the headache..

Life is too short

So on Thursday 4/29/11 Peter's grandpa Bud passed away. Even though I didn't know him that well, I was still sad. It hurt me to hear Peter cry like that on the phone. Life is too short to worry about petty things people. I am so thankful for the wonderful family I have and the support they give me. God chooses to take us when the time is right and I guess it was Bud's time. He is no longer in pain and is with God.

I just found out lastnight that my cousin on my dad's side, was found dead. I guess it was so cold outside, he may have been sober and he froze to death. He was only 14 yrs old. A part of me wants to go to his funeral but I didn't know the family. I barely know my own father. I just feel that I should be there. Is God telling me that this is my opportunity to bond with my family? I don't want to go on with my life knowing that I couldn't had a relationship with that side of my family. I want my children to know both sides of their families. I found my cousins sister on facebook and I sent my apologies. She has no idea who I am and is probably freaked out that some stranger sent her a message. Should I go to the funeral? I could somehow make it work. Maybe I should start out by emailing my sister Tricia and seeing if she wouldn't mind me tagging along.