I am so overwhelmed. I feel like people treat me different b/c of the weight that I've lost. I feel like I am back in High School while at work. My feelings are hurt everyday by people who I shouldn't let get to me. I am trying to juggle work, school full time and my personal life all at the same time. By the time I get home, all I want to do is sit there. I met with the Bariatric personal trainer and he gave me a workout that I am supposed to do 3 days a week. First off I don't have weights and second I don't have the energy. I am required to chart everything I do. Not a walk with the dogs, it's how long the walk was and the amount of time it took. This is too fucking complicated for me! Do I join a gym? Or do I buy stuff for my PS3 to work out? The trainer felt like I should join a gym.. before my surgery he said that it wouldn't be required, wtf?!? I need a change... badly! I was thinking about taking a trip to FL to visit my bestie Adam for a few days.. and get some color.. I need to clear my head for a few days... recharge my batteries. This may be a headphones day b/c I don't want to hear the drama.. I am thinking a lil NSYNC. Gosh I love JT.
Peace and Love,
Charlotte