So Tired

TGIF! I am so tired today for some reason.. I think it's because I know that I have to work tomorrow. My life has been so chaotic lately. I started working out at Gold's and mainly go there for the classes. I take a BodyJam class and a Zumba class. I love them both! I have lost around 90 lbs so far but the thing I am starting to notice, is that my stomach is dropping, gravity is taking it down! I feel fat, maybe it's because I am starting to tone my muscles and not really losing anything anymore. I am super scared of gaining it all back though. I know that I have way more to lose but I am still scared b/c everyone tells me that they know people that have gained it back. I don't want to be that person. So b/c of these worries, I am going to start attending the fat groups again, get my mind in check right? I just hate to sit there and listen to people go on tangents about things that aren't related to the topic at hand. The only bad thing about losing weight is all the money I am spending on clothes now. I am trying to slow down b/c I can only wear the pants for 2 months.. boo!